11/16/2022

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I wrestled with this thought-

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𝘼𝙢 𝙄 𝙡𝙞𝙫𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙡𝙞𝙛𝙚 𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙘𝙝𝙚𝙙 𝙜𝙧𝙖𝙗𝙗𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙩 𝙤𝙧 𝙝𝙪𝙢𝙗𝙡𝙚𝙙 𝙞𝙣 𝙖𝙬𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝘾𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙩𝙤𝙧? I was embarrassed when I finally realized 𝖨 𝗐𝖺𝗌 𝗁𝗎𝗌𝗍𝗅𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝖿𝗈𝗋𝗍𝗌. I was hamster wheel hustling, running from my own miserable stuckness.

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And I wrestled, quiet soul boxing to heaven, pounding prayer demands, begging for earthly Eden.

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Then it clicked, God isn’t stuck-I was.

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