when moving forward feels hard
๐๐ ๐ฆ ๐๐๐โ๐ฅ ๐ค๐ฅ๐๐๐ฃ ๐ ๐ก๐๐ฃ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ฃ-๐ช๐ต ๐ฉ๐ข๐ด ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ท๐ช๐ฏ๐จ.
That thought sorta struck me while teaching the oldest mancub to drive a few years ago. It made total sense then & ๐ด๐ต๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ต๐ฐ๐ฅ๐ข๐บ, but I had only conceptualized it as forward motion with the foot on the gas as being the only way for growth to occur. โฃ โฃ
โฃBut now, Iโm parked in my house for the unforeseeable future and I started feeling this strange sense of discomfort, in my own home.โฃ
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โฃ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ง๐ ๐๐ฃ ๐ข๐ ๐ฌ๐๐จ ๐๐๐๐ก๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ข๐ค๐ง๐ ๐ก๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ค๐ค๐ก๐๐ ๐๐ข๐๐๐ง๐จ.
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Reorganizing my sock drawer seemed like it made sense. โฃBut, socks all lined up pretty didnโt cure my internal restlessness, so I wallpapered a bathroom(because that makes total sense,yes?).
๐๐๐ก๐ก๐ฅ๐๐ฅ๐๐ง๐๐ฃ๐ ๐๐๐๐ฃโ๐ฉ ๐๐ช๐ง๐ ๐ฌ๐๐๐ฉ ๐จ๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก ๐๐๐ก๐ฉ ๐จ๐ฉ๐๐๐ฃ๐๐ฉ๐ ๐๐ฃ ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐ข๐๐๐๐ก๐ ๐ค๐ ๐๐๐จ๐ฉ๐ค๐ง๐ฎ. โฃ
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The very things that I was convinced would help me chill out and gift a sense of control merely illuminated ๐๐ ๐จ ๐๐๐ฅ๐ฅ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ฅ๐ฃ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ง๐ ๐ ๐ง๐๐ฃ ๐ฅ๐๐๐ค ๐ฅ๐๐๐ฅ๐๐ ๐ผ๐๐ฃ๐ฅ๐. โฃ
โฃAfter days of this, ๐๐ฃ๐ค๐ช๐๐ ๐ฌ๐๐จ ๐๐ฃ๐ค๐ช๐๐-I was carrying a weight that was never mine to carry. So I took it to Him.โฃ โฃ
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๐๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐ฆ, ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฐ ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐บ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ณ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฅ, ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ ๐ธ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐จ๐ช๐ท๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ด๐ต.โฃ Mแดแดแดสแดแดก 11:28
I still donโt know how the whole pandemic will feather through, no one fully does.โฃ
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*๏ธโฃThis much I ๐ฑ๐ผ know. โฃ
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โ๏ธWeโre all in this together. โฃ
โ๏ธWe are loved.โฃ
โ๏ธWe are never alone and we matter to Him and Heโs always available. โฃ
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When I can grasp that truth, ใฐ๏ธa wave of calm can enter.ใฐ๏ธโฃ โฃ โฃ .
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๐๐ถ๐ต ๐ต๐ข๐ฌ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ฃ๐บ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฅ, ๐ด๐ข๐บ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ, "๐๐ฉ๐ช๐ญ๐ฅ, ๐ข๐ณ๐ช๐ด๐ฆ."โฃ Lแดแดแด 8:54 โฃ
